I'm grouchy today. Not really sure why. Well... I'm mad because band is intolerable. The level of maturity in that room rivals high school. And that was bad. Seriously... they may be worse... and I'm frustrated because when I was first chair last year... I could turn around and tell Jamie and Whitney to shut up. It was like it was in the job description. Melissa did it before me, and Jessica Kurkes did it to me when I was a noisy sophmore. But because I am banished to the 2nd row by the Picc Nazi and the OCD Girl... it's like... I shouldn't tell them to shut up. I mean... there's no reason because they're not in the 1st row for any reason. Which is another thing frustrating me... we either need to have chair testing or find a better way of handing out music because I am getting gyped on every song. So yeah... I'm going to have to talk to the director about the talking... and that's kinda hard for me... I am not a nagger or complainer... I feel like I'm complaining as a way of sucking up by pointing out what others are doing wrong... and that's not what I want. But Devin hasn't mentioned the talking at all... Like, when Mr. Bathurst would yell... I never complained about the talking because I knew he was doing what he could, and he knew about the talking... so me telling him would just frustrate him more. But Devin... hasn't brought it up... so maybe he isn't aware about how irritating it is. I don't know. It's hard on me though. I just don't do things like that.

I'm also grouchy because when I tried to talk to my parents about it, because they're teachers and I'm really worried about coming off like I'm trying to sucku p or something... my mom just started watching TV in the middle of my sentance and didn't notice I walked off... and my dad gave me a quick answer and started talking about his day again. So then I was crabby... and I had to cook dinner, and I called my mom to come put the fish in the batter because I don't touch raw meat.... and she's like a backseat chef... seriously. I cook dinner for us waaay more than she does and I cook more complicated things... I really think I can handle fish and chips...

On the brighter side... The hot guy in Ballroom class... Well I was supposed to dance with him today... but all these girls were around so I got nervous so I went with this other, less cute, but still nice looking, guy. Then it turned out he was free... but I couldn't ditch the other guy... so I didn't get to be with him. But all we did was stare in each other's eyes for like a minute straight. Then we all worked by ourselves... so it was okay, and I promised I'd dance with the hot one Tuesday... I think his name is either Kevin or David... not actually sure...

And I got ahold of Stephanie to get a ride to Something Corporate. It'll be kinda awkward with Kaylynne there... but at least I won't be with my parents.

And I got a job! Yay. I'm working at IGA now... for sure. Mmmm and Christian works there and that makes me more nervous than getting my first real job. Apparently he changes the sign on Wednesdays instead of Tuesdays now... and apparently... he has a Mowhawk! Yeah! Crazy. But I still think he's hot!

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