Hmmm... So... I don't know where to start. Jesus the last time I wrote in here, I still liked Christian! Wow. I don't even know where to start.

Uhmm... so I'm in Florida now... I love it here actually. I've met a really great guy, Mark, who I used to hate in a Peter Cleary sort of way. But it turns out Mark's really nice and now we're "seeing each other" But I have no idea what that means... Haha. It's been almost a week since he told me that... and I don't have the guts to ask him, so I just pretend it doesn't bother me. But seriously I'm going crazy because I don't know what seeing each other means. Like are we exclusive? Are we boyfriend/girlfriend? Just casual dating? Like... it makes me nervous around him sometimes because I don't know what I'm allowed to do. Like... Raah.

Uhmm... Let's see... I survived Charley. It was nothing over at Riverside. But apparently it was bad everywhere else.

Hmm... Let's see... I really don't know what else to talk about... Like I don't think I need to update about all the Christian crap or anything because it was so long ago and I don't think anyone actually reads this.

So Uhmm... since I didn't do anything today because it was my day off... I didn't even get to see Mark cause he fell asleep. I don't really have anything to say. The only time I left my apartment was to go to Wendy's. It was also the only time I ate today. Haha.

No wonder I'm having health problems. Haha.

Anyways... I'm just here because I'm bored... I don't have anything to say, and I don't want to go write nothing at DE because I have such a big audience over there, I don't want to upset them.

But I still want to stay online because Mark said he'd come online tonight, so I'm hoping I"ll get to talk to him. I want to ask him about something Joe was saying yesterday about Mark being a player... Like Joe says so much crap and none of it's true and I don't believe him for a second, but I want to ask Mark about it nonetheless.

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