Hmmm... So... I don't know where to start. Jesus the last time I wrote in here, I still liked Christian! Wow. I don't even know where to start.

Uhmm... so I'm in Florida now... I love it here actually. I've met a really great guy, Mark, who I used to hate in a Peter Cleary sort of way. But it turns out Mark's really nice and now we're "seeing each other" But I have no idea what that means... Haha. It's been almost a week since he told me that... and I don't have the guts to ask him, so I just pretend it doesn't bother me. But seriously I'm going crazy because I don't know what seeing each other means. Like are we exclusive? Are we boyfriend/girlfriend? Just casual dating? Like... it makes me nervous around him sometimes because I don't know what I'm allowed to do. Like... Raah.

Uhmm... Let's see... I survived Charley. It was nothing over at Riverside. But apparently it was bad everywhere else.

Hmm... Let's see... I really don't know what else to talk about... Like I don't think I need to update about all the Christian crap or anything because it was so long ago and I don't think anyone actually reads this.

So Uhmm... since I didn't do anything today because it was my day off... I didn't even get to see Mark cause he fell asleep. I don't really have anything to say. The only time I left my apartment was to go to Wendy's. It was also the only time I ate today. Haha.

No wonder I'm having health problems. Haha.

Anyways... I'm just here because I'm bored... I don't have anything to say, and I don't want to go write nothing at DE because I have such a big audience over there, I don't want to upset them.

But I still want to stay online because Mark said he'd come online tonight, so I'm hoping I"ll get to talk to him. I want to ask him about something Joe was saying yesterday about Mark being a player... Like Joe says so much crap and none of it's true and I don't believe him for a second, but I want to ask Mark about it nonetheless.

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DE's down, so I'm here now. No offense.

So yeah... Nothing really even happened today, I just wanted to write, and it made me mad that I couldn't, so I'm here. Again, no offense.

Ohhh! I went and bought ballet stuff! That was a lot of fun! I feel like a better dancer already! Too bad I can't do that in Latin and Swing... Haha. I seriously need some help. Although, I've learned the importance reccently of a good lead. Seriously. Weird Steve (Formerly Hot Steve, even formerlyer Hot Guy From Dance Class Who's Name I Didn't Know...) is awful. And I'm still mad at that one guy who just jerked me around and then said things like "You haven't learned this one yet." Well then why the hell are you making me do it, jerk?! But then there are some other guys who aren't as cute, but they're way better dancers, so I like dancing with them anyways. And I think I'm a better dancer with them anyways.

So yeah... Hmmm... I'm really sore from ballet. My legs are sooooo stiff. But I like it. It reminds me that I'm getting in shape. Except I don't think I'm flexible enough to do ballet, and I don't think I'm stong enough to make myself flexible. Like... I don't have the muscles to push into the stretches. Haha.

Hmm... So yeah. I haven't seen Christian since Monday, and he was kinda rude. But I don't know. Maybe he was having a bad day. I know his mohawk didn't look as good as it normally does. And I saw Shane on Monday too! Haha. He's cute.

And Channing and I decided that what we did was weird... but not bad weird. Haha, old Daria-fics. Weird Daria-fics!

I'm obviously in a weird mood tonight I guess. So anyways... Channing.... I don't know. It's weird. I like him, kinda, but he's not my type. So Hmmmm...

And I'm supposedly meeting this one guy from Whitworth tomarrow. But I don't know how that will go.

Hmmm... And... I don't know what else has been happening.

I think if you're going to be the piccolo Nazi and keep every picc part except the one I asked for, and when I ask for it, you throw it at me... then perhaps you shouldn't be the worst piccolo player in a 100-mile radius! Seriously.

Hmmm... So... I don't know. I'm sure something interesting has happened. I'm constantly thinking about Florida. It's just so fast. They don't give you much time. Maybe it's a horrible internship, and they think if they give you too much time to think about it, you'll realize it and back out and then who will they get to flip burgers in Walt Disney World? Yeah. And yeah... I was excited about meeting Chris from Texas for a couple days there... but he was a jerk on the phone... so I don't know how I feel about that now. I mean... I'd still like to meet him because it's kind of a once in a lifetime sort of thing... But yeah.... hopefully he has manners in person...

Hmmm... I don't know what else... Uhmmm....

Perhaps that's it... I know that isn't true... But I can't think of it right now, so you'll have to live with this.

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I'm too lazy to rewrite all this... So you get my email to Christina with a few added comments. Haha.

Oh man! I must have looked good today or something! Man I'm excited.

First, I went to Latin dance, where I got to dance with the  hot guy. It was great because these other girls got there first, like three of them... and he told them no, he was going to dance with me. Haha! It was great. I think he's a bit above me... like the way he dresses and all... he looks like he's really popular... but he's so sexy! And so I danced with him, and then I had to leave at 12, so I didn't stay for swing dance... so I walked with him... and he asked me if I wanted to come over and watch a movie with him!!!!!! How exciting is that?! But I couldn't because I had to work.

Then... Well then I went to SFCC for this internship I'm applying for.

But anyways... then I went to IGA for my first day of work... and yesterday I'd seen Christian while I was there shopping, and I told him I was working there and he just kinda dismissed it... but then today when I showed up and Jerry was giving my apron and everything... Christian was like "I thought you were kidding!!!" So then he came and talked to me for like 5 minutes while I waited for Jerry to come back. Then he left and came back like 5 minutes later and talked to me again! It was so exciting! Seriously I could not stop smiling!

Then when I was taking my break, the other girl who was on break was on the phone and I heard "Yeah... he said he was just looking for someone who would like an ugly guy in a mowhawk." And I thought maybe she was talking to a girl, but she was talking to her boyfriend! So yeah... She was telling him about how he wants a girlfriend! So yeah!!!! Of course I don't think he's ugly... but I don't know who else they could be talking about... So yeah... I'll volunteer!

Other than that... I had another lesson with Gayle Coffee... and it went okay... but I seriously hate playing as loud as she makes me.

And... Let's see... that was about it. I applied for that intership at Walt Disney World... I really want it. I got 25$ from a drawing there... so that has to be a good sign... :)

Yeah Patrick... He was great. We still talked all the time in the halls and stuff when I was still there. I always had a bit of a crush on him after we went out. Haha. I don't know who he's going out with now though.

Oh, and I'm working Wednesday and Thursday from 4-8pm if you want to come... I don't know about the rest of my schedule.

Jon... I don't know about at all... It seems like when people ask him any thing about you or someone he likes... he gets really defensive. I don't know exactly what that means though.

And Micah... I don't know. You only reccently started talking about him... so I don't know about him, but he sounds like Jacob Johansen or something like how he doesn't get a hint and all.

And Alex... that's so cute! That was really sweet what he said!

I wouldn't worry about your piano. It said this month... so by next month you should be perfect!

Anyways... I've written a ton because I'm so excited about Christian... and David or Steve or Kevin... I'm actually not sure what the hot guy's name is... Haha

So anyways... I'll talk to you later!
elle

Yeah... So I'm pretty freaking excited about Christian. I mean, Steve or David or Kevin or whatever (notice his name keeps growing as I keep gettine more and more confused...) is really really really hot... but he's not very bright. And earlier today, I was telling myself that that was okay, maybe I should lower my standards so I can get a boyfriend... then Christian talked to me muliple times!! So yeah... Seriously... I just want to jump him right now! Haha! I don't know if it was him they were talking about the ugly guy with the mowhawk... because seriously he is soooo hot!

Ohh... and Channging just came on...so yeah... another guy who likes me... But I'd definitly pick Christian first because Ive liked him for over two years... and the fact that he talks to me... Ahhh! It's so exciting!!

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I'm grouchy today. Not really sure why. Well... I'm mad because band is intolerable. The level of maturity in that room rivals high school. And that was bad. Seriously... they may be worse... and I'm frustrated because when I was first chair last year... I could turn around and tell Jamie and Whitney to shut up. It was like it was in the job description. Melissa did it before me, and Jessica Kurkes did it to me when I was a noisy sophmore. But because I am banished to the 2nd row by the Picc Nazi and the OCD Girl... it's like... I shouldn't tell them to shut up. I mean... there's no reason because they're not in the 1st row for any reason. Which is another thing frustrating me... we either need to have chair testing or find a better way of handing out music because I am getting gyped on every song. So yeah... I'm going to have to talk to the director about the talking... and that's kinda hard for me... I am not a nagger or complainer... I feel like I'm complaining as a way of sucking up by pointing out what others are doing wrong... and that's not what I want. But Devin hasn't mentioned the talking at all... Like, when Mr. Bathurst would yell... I never complained about the talking because I knew he was doing what he could, and he knew about the talking... so me telling him would just frustrate him more. But Devin... hasn't brought it up... so maybe he isn't aware about how irritating it is. I don't know. It's hard on me though. I just don't do things like that.

I'm also grouchy because when I tried to talk to my parents about it, because they're teachers and I'm really worried about coming off like I'm trying to sucku p or something... my mom just started watching TV in the middle of my sentance and didn't notice I walked off... and my dad gave me a quick answer and started talking about his day again. So then I was crabby... and I had to cook dinner, and I called my mom to come put the fish in the batter because I don't touch raw meat.... and she's like a backseat chef... seriously. I cook dinner for us waaay more than she does and I cook more complicated things... I really think I can handle fish and chips...

On the brighter side... The hot guy in Ballroom class... Well I was supposed to dance with him today... but all these girls were around so I got nervous so I went with this other, less cute, but still nice looking, guy. Then it turned out he was free... but I couldn't ditch the other guy... so I didn't get to be with him. But all we did was stare in each other's eyes for like a minute straight. Then we all worked by ourselves... so it was okay, and I promised I'd dance with the hot one Tuesday... I think his name is either Kevin or David... not actually sure...

And I got ahold of Stephanie to get a ride to Something Corporate. It'll be kinda awkward with Kaylynne there... but at least I won't be with my parents.

And I got a job! Yay. I'm working at IGA now... for sure. Mmmm and Christian works there and that makes me more nervous than getting my first real job. Apparently he changes the sign on Wednesdays instead of Tuesdays now... and apparently... he has a Mowhawk! Yeah! Crazy. But I still think he's hot!

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Yeah... so this week hasn't been entirely great so far, but I guess I can't complain too much.

Yesterday I read my schedule wrong and ended up in the wrong building... which was on teh other side of campus. Then in photography... The teacher wants to obliterate the film aspect of it. He only wants to use digital. And they haven't used color in so long I have to set up the room myself and I'll be the only person in the whole art department to use it. And even the teacher won't because "that stuff'll kill you." This guy's so out of touch with reality. He was telling us about this picture he saw called Aligator Bait. And he asked us if we knew what alligator bait was, and it was all I could do to not say "Steve Corwin's Baby." So then he describes this picture to use and it's just a row of black babies titled "Alligator Bait." So then he's like "Who's that crocidile guy? Steve Corwin? You always see him dangling chickens or something in frony of alligators... can you imagine him doing that with a little black baby?" Uhmm... He did it with his own little white baby, so what point exactly are you trying to make? Also... it's a 400 level class right? And it says "Prerequisite: 304 or instructors permission." Well I knew I hadn't taken 304, so I went in last quarter and got his permission. The other girl who was in there that day wasn't in class... so he must have scared her out. So... 15 people in this class... 3 had taken 304; 1 had gotten his permission. 3 had never had a photography class. Ever. And they get to stay in class even though they've never developed a picture on their own. Ever. Seriously. And on top of that... Talking about color film and all the processes... Yeah... I didn't get to my call for at least half an hour... well that got me a 10$ parkin ticket for "meter violation."

So yeah. That was yesterday. Then I go to SFCC band last night and learn they're doing a Big Band-Jazz theme this quarter... Grr. So I get home and the infamous Gayle Coffee, Supreme Being of PNW flute-playing, has called to scedule my time. Well I manage to get my time wrong. But don't realize until this morning. Which really sucked because I thought Ballroom dance was at 10, but it wasn't till 11... so I could have slept an extra hour.

But... Today was much better. Although there are about 10 guys in Ballroom dance... and about 60 girls... The hot one sat next to me. And talked to me. And asked me to dance with me Thursday. Mmmm...

Then I have to skip Swing dance to see Gayle Coffee. You have no idea all the stories about this woman... She taught my teacher, the flute counsoler at band camp, Jeff Carlson and Melissa Thompson... Everyone has had her... and nobody likes her... So I run to the music building... well walk uncomforatbly fast... and get to her "studio" Well... I'd been outside long enough... my fingers were all stiff... and clamy because I'm playing for the infamous Gayle Coffee. So I'm out of breath... and my nose keeps running because I'm sick and just ran around outside... So I have to play this solo I haven't even looked at since I went to Wyoming this summer... and of course it doesn't go very well because I haven't played it in like six months... and... Yeah... I just don't do well. But then all she said was I don't use enough air and I'm too quiet... and something about my embrochere or chin or something...

Band was all right. People really do like my picc playing. When we pulled out Rollo Takes a Walk, which I had to give the picc part to the Picc Nazi girl because I'm not going to Kalotus... Erin leaned over to me and said "Hmm... I bet the piccolo part is going to suck now." That made me feel good. I don't know what I do right with my picc playing... but I like getting complimented on it.  Man, and I felt better after SFCC last night when Melanie was going on and on about how she played this one song last year in high school... and then it gets to this big picc solor... and wow... she sucked it up... and the other front flutes just looked at each other. That's what you get for letting her sit up there. I have no sympathy for you because you were rude to me.

So then after band... I'm feeling crampy and I haven't gotten lunch yet, so I go to Carl's Jr... really hoping Bryan's not there... or if he is that Brandon's not there so I can be bitchy. So I pull up to the drive-thru and they ask for my order and I say "Sourdough Bacon Cheeseburger." And he says "What? I didn't understand that." And I say "Sourdough Bacon Cheeseburger." And he says "Oh, Okay." And I see on the little reader-board: BBQ Bacon Cheeseburger. So then I have to say "No, Sourdough bacon cheeseburger." So he fixes it and I pull up to the window... and it's Brandon... with no sign of Bryan... Yay. So that was fun. He was cute.

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